I just had to do one of the most difficult things in my life. End a very precious friendship of 7 years.

As I stated on Monday, God is teaching me many things... one of them is obedience. For about 1 1/2 years, God has told me I needed to do this, but I didn't. To be honest, I don't really know EXACTLY why, but I know it needed to be done. She is my ex-girlfriend who now lives in Connecticut, but we talked just about everyday.

I guess I never really got over her, and because of that I think God has had to hold back both of our future mates. That's a sobering thought. We hold on to the past way too much. Sometimes we simply need to let go and let God. That's what I've just done.

So with that said, please pray for me. Pray for her (her name is Patience). And pray for our future mates... whoever they are. Thank you.